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Thursday 14 January 2010

Should I or should not?

Syukran Ya Allah.

Passed b
oth initial stages with one attempt.
One more stage to go
.

But, the conflict remained.

Am I (financially) ready for this pay cut post due to 'unclear potential' bright future?

Am I (mentally) ready for random quick environment changes (after changes)?

Am I (emotionally) ready for
well-known gov ('so-called-improved') working environment?

Am I ready to be part away from my beloved coming daughter?


Should I or should not?

Anyway, there still one more stage to go.
and there is nothing sure that they will choose me as sometimes i do not sure should i choose them or not too!

For now, I abandon this thinking process first.
Let them be my problem next couple of month, if there is.
If not, I still looking good here.
Life have no end, until i reach the next check point.
A call from Lord of Mankind (Allah). A death call.
Unavoidable non-schedule call.

13 comments:

mirachantek said...

apa salahnya cuba dulu?
dah dapat jawapan baru fikir lagi.

mirachantek said...

***followed yu

Husna Hadzarami said...

PTD eh? go for it la k!
good luck :)

AJ Nismihan said...

mirachantek
pi interview tu dah mesti dah.cuma esok lusa kalau dapat tu yang kena pikir panjang tuh.
esok lusa takut baby tak kenai bapak dia pulak.kawin jarak jauh tu yang penat sikit tuh.
anywya, thanks for following :)

Husna Hadzarami
yup PTD.bunyi memang le macam gempak,tapi tanggungjawab tu.kendian belum tentu posting celah mana nih,karang kena 1malaysia dekat kinabatangan macamana?kena solat subuh dengan lilin le gamaknya.so cepat2la hang butkan generator letrik dekat sana tau.jangan lewat2.karang tak nampak pulak muka zizie izette kalau selilisih dekat pasar malam.
Apapun thanks.nanti aku update dapat ke tak :)

mcsue said...

hi,
first time dtg komen..hehe..ptd,mmg nampak gempak,tanggungjawab pn gempaq jgk,tp dah ader peluang grab jela kan.my bro pn ptd,haha..sy tumpang skaki la ikut g outstation,tp mmg bz.bersedia mental and fizikal:)

larasephia said...

thought I could share a lil something with you. When I was confronted with such situation, I'd tell myself " If I think I could then I really should "

dont you think?

:)

░♥si lampu neon♥░ said...

macam best je tawaran tu..why not give a go..

gudluck !

AJ Nismihan said...

larasephia
thanks.that supppose to be the way

░♥si lampu neon♥░
i will.there is no harm spend some little time for some big for future.regardless what i think about the offer, i will give a go.
gudluck?err maybe all the best!

AJ Nismihan said...

mcsue
besar memang besar. nak menjawab kalau tak jalan dengan betul pun besar gak.tu yang takut tuh.
huhu
tengok la
takut gak kot2 kena anto pi kapit (swk) pulak ker
takut2 gebang jer lebih, interbiu kandas (mintak jauh le.)
apapun, thanks for coming

CikChelsea said...

encik aj,
aik dh lps 2 stages masih perlu fikirkah? apsal apply klo tak mau? hehe.

interview akan dibuat dlm bln feb, awal ke akhir bln tak dpt nk dipastikan. interview kt SPA, putrajaya. ala, k.kangsar ke putrajaya tak jauh sgt kn? ;p

maybe akan jumpa kau di sana! jumpa di sana sana sanaaaaa (ehh over pulak, sori)

AJ Nismihan said...

CikChelsea
ambik ptd gak ker?
kalau yer,di doakan sukses la.semoga orang bijaksana yang berkelayakan terpilih kan :)
ker dah jadi interviewer?
errr.if yes, they dont do me a favour.just treat me same like others.crony-ism is sick!
:)
ala kalau tak nak pun, tetap akan pi interview dan buat yang tebaik.jadi orang gagal ni menyusahkan.so will do my best then.
kenapa mintak kalau tak nak?
senang citer tamak.
tamak dengan peluang.
asal ada kebas.
dulu keje jadi balaci,gaji sikit,keje berjuta.jadi orang gomen mungkin satu dimensi baru.so mencuba.Alhamdulillah cubaan masih berjaya.
tengok lah,ada rezeki ada lah.ada rezeki nanti kalau di offer terima jer lah.
Allah je yang tau
kita nih akal tak panjang mana lagi.
kuale ke putrajaya? tak jauh.cuma bebal gak lah nak suap PLUS dengan PETRONAS sebelum sampai sana.

CikChelsea said...

hehe aku pon sama mcm ko lerr, 2 stages 1st attemp. tak sangka lak bley g jauh smpi dipanggil interview (mari beri tepukan pd diri sendiri ;p)

mbr aku try exam 2 kali tak pass, trs dia give up. ms kat PAC, ada juga jmp org yg dh exam 5x br dpt ke PAC, hmmm..tnyata usaha tangga kejayaan kn?

weh aku dr johor ke putrajay lg jauh tau. tentu muntah2 plus tu aku sumbat dgn petronas heheheheee

AJ Nismihan said...

All the best then :)
Make sure every single dollar spend is worth.
Lugi lor,kalau latang jauh2tapi tak dapat.
So, hope you get it!
Gambate :)